Tuesday, January 29, 2013
Pantang Essentials - Part 2
Tomorrow is going to be my last ultrasound. They will take Akif out latest by 7th February 2013 according to my specialist.
Regardless of the outcome, my confinement looms. So I need to take care of myself and prepare for the essentials. So I bought this traditional tungku. I bought the long one.
This is from Mayangsari
And bengkung in case I go for a c-sect from bidanbersalin.
If Akif makes it until tomorrow, a c-sect will be scheduled to give him his best chances of living. The specialist say that Akif will not survive the stress of a normal birth in his condition.
Meanwhile, I know things have been hectic at work and I am going out of my mind not really doing much. This has clearly been the longest time I have been away from work. But I must not be selfish and think about what I want, I want to be able to tell myself that as a mother, I have tried everything I could to save Akif, be it medically, holistically, traditionally...everything I could.
So if the doctor says to not stress myself even though there is no medical proof that this condition is stress-related, I am going to do everything in my power to stay stress free.
If Akif does not make it, at least I can tell myself that I tried...I really did.
Well, I hope everyone else will have a good week ahead.
Hugs & Kisses