Hello Everyone,
Tomorrow is going to be my last ultrasound. They will take Akif out latest by 7th February 2013 according to my specialist.
Regardless of the outcome, my confinement looms. So I need to take care of myself and prepare for the essentials. So I bought this traditional tungku. I bought the long one.
This is from Mayangsari
And bengkung in case I go for a c-sect from bidanbersalin.
If Akif makes it until tomorrow, a c-sect will be scheduled to give him his best chances of living. The specialist say that Akif will not survive the stress of a normal birth in his condition.
Meanwhile, I know things have been hectic at work and I am going out of my mind not really doing much. This has clearly been the longest time I have been away from work. But I must not be selfish and think about what I want, I want to be able to tell myself that as a mother, I have tried everything I could to save Akif, be it medically, holistically, traditionally...everything I could.
So if the doctor says to not stress myself even though there is no medical proof that this condition is stress-related, I am going to do everything in my power to stay stress free.
If Akif does not make it, at least I can tell myself that I tried...I really did.
Well, I hope everyone else will have a good week ahead.
Hugs & Kisses
Idza
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