All choked up

I just heard what happened to diar's son and his passing.

I cannot speak..the door to my room in the office is closed. I'm all choked up.

I close the microsoft word window on my computer screen and my wallpaper is a pic of my Airiel..laughing while playing in his pool.

I burst into tears. I want to go home.

I know God works in mysterious ways..I should believe it..I want to believe it.

I need to go home and see my Airiel.

Condolences are meaningless, but it is all I can offer.

Al-Fatihah.