Thursday, May 19, 2011
Fighting my demons
Since the incident that has happened last year, it has been a journey of healing for me.
I have good days where I wake up and think I am ok and I have bad days where sleep eludes me and the events, voices just play out in my head until I feel it can explode.
So many questions in my head unanswered which I know will never be answered.
I don't know how to deal...
I really don't. I don't know how to deal with the grief inside me. I have cried until I could cry no more. I cannot change was done to me, I cannot change anything.
I want to let the past go and try and move on with my life but the memories I have inside my head, the questions which remain unanswered burdens me to no end.
I am alone in this grief.
I hope tomorrow is a good day.