Saturday, February 19, 2011

Down and Out

2 weeks ago I had a miscarriage.

It was not even a baby yet, or even a foetus. It was a mere 2 weeks old thingy growing inside of me.

I carried on with life as usual, went to work as usual.

But now, right now. The feelings are starting to sink in.

I don't know how to deal.

I don't.

Goodnight everyone


  1. Kak Marina: Sorry kak terpadam komen akak..thanks for the support.

  2. Salam. Idza, I miscarried twice so I understand how you feel :( Have faith that Allah knows best. Take care! *Hugs*

  3. jaga diri dan kesihatan elok2. probably you need to slow down a bit.

  4. Am: Thanks, its great to have someone who has gone through it. trying to keep smiling through it all

    Ida: Thanks, will try...hehe

  5. Hi Idza,
    Take care. Hope you feel better soon. Insyaalah the best is yet to come...

  6. Far: Thanks Far, harap begitulah..

  7. omg idza, very sorry to hear this sad news. bersabar ye.. just tak da rezeki lagi..hope you're ok now..

  8. Dana: Thanks, not so ok at the moment, but I'm sure I will be. Ujian harus diterima dengan hati terbuka

  9. allah has better plan for u. take gud rest...