This cannot be worth it

I had an uninterrupted weekend with Aries...We laughed and fought and played with our son. We were a normal family. I see him happy.

As he was on his way back on Sunday night, he gave me a call..his *oss has apparently told someone or god knows how many people that he is on drugs. This was his *uperior. Someone who is supposed to guide, teach, protect, aid...

I have known him for 6 years and have been married to him for 3. He does not even smoke.

Ini adalah fitnah...dan fitnah itu lebih teruk dari membunuh.

And I realised, nothing about his life was normal. He goes to JB for a job that pays him nuts, away from me and Airiel, with a *oss that wants to destroy him. Yes, destroy is the word. He wants to disgrace Aries. He wants Aries to quit. He goes to work everyday not knowing what his *oss is going to do to him. He is in court for 3 quarters of a day while his *oss schemes on how to get him fired, or how to drag him towards disciplinary proceedings. Every morning, he never knows what kind of phone call he is going to get from his *oss. Maki dan maki dan maki lagi. I know it.. I know it all..

And this morning I saw an sms his *oss sent someone which was forwarded to me. I was smack dab in the middle of a continued trial.

My face changed, my heart sank, my hands clenched into fists.

For the first time in my life, I feared for Aries. I feared for his safety. Someone is out to get him, and we all know who.

This cannot be worth it. What is this nonsense? Apa semua ini? How do you work in these kind of conditions?

This cannot be worth it. Aries may not be the most perfect person out there, but this is just too much.

I told him, be the bigger man and walk away. He is not the 1st person victimised, he is the 5th to leave under this *oss and I doubt he will be the last.

I told him, some people are not worth our time, and this person is clearly one of them.

I do not understand it, he was doing fine under his old *UP, no such nonsense as this.

I shake my head, blink away my tears and continued with my trial.

I know Aries is the bigger man but it does not sadden me less to see him walk away from something he loves so dearly.

Everything happens for a reason. Sabarlah Aries.

This cannot be worth it.