Hati kini berkecai-kecai.
This is the 2nd time this has happened.
I do not know whether recovery is possible.
I do not want to be the fool twice over.
Keikhlasan yang dicari selama ini dan saya ingat telah ditemui sekadar sandiwara semata-mata.
Ohhh, hati ini sangat penat.
Sungguh tidak berdaya rasanya.
Berat lagi mata-mata yang memandang, maka betapa beratnya bahu kini terpaksa memikul.
I shall not be writing for a while.
Maybe for a long time.
I do not know.
The world is not respectable; it is mortal, tormented, confused, deluded forever; but it is shot through with beauty, with love, with glints of courage and laughter; and in these, the spirit blooms timidly, and struggles to the light amid the thorns ~ George Santayana
I know i might not understand how bitter right now you are feeling..but i do hope you take care of yourself and be strong as always..
ReplyDeleteI will definitely try Dana, Thank you
ReplyDeletesemoga kamu tabah iza...
ReplyDeleteThanks Kak Lina, I hope so to
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