Learning to Let Go

Ish..I am having trouble sleeping...

I do go through this sometimes when my mind wanders to old unsavoury memories..

I need to learn how to let go of that.. of what happened...

I tell myself 'Sudah-sudahla tu Idza oooiii' . All water under the bridge right?

My heart does not seem to listen to what my brain is telling it to do..

I do keep myself busy with work...but times like this...some late nights, I tell you, it is hard..it hits me like...I don't know how to describe it..it just hits me.

Sigh...I need to write this so that I can sleep.

Seniman yang hidup di dalam hati dan jiwa ini..menangis lagi...

Sudah lah ..

Sudah...

Namun...

Duka di dalam hati ini, tiada kawan yang dapat meneka...

Sigh

Enough ...must sleep

Shoessss!

I was so stressed upon knowing the crisis Aries has in JB about his boss and all that I decided to do some retail therapy.

Shoe mania!!!! HUaragggghh

I've ordered these:-

Huhuh...terubat sedikit sebanyak..tapi masih risau..

sigh..

Aren't these shoes gorgeous??? They are ready stock by the way... Get them from Lolita Candy.

Sigh..bersabarlah wahai suami.

I'm with you

Dear Aries,

I know how you are tested at the moment...

How doing what you love can be become hell under bad, bad leadership...

How demoralizing and cruel a superior can be simply because he 'can'...

How stressful and painful when personal comments are made..

How nonsensical it is when professionalism is thrown out of the window..

How helpless you feel, maklumlah... kita 'ikan kecil'.

How office politics makes you puke and vomit...

I am..with you

Always with you.

As for 'that' person...biar Tuhan sahaja membalasnya.

Let payback be swift, cruel and severe.

Biarlah anak-anaknya merasa pula suatu hari nanti. Amin

Allah telah berjanji untuk mendengar doa hambaNya yang teraniaya.

Dan sesungguhnya Allah tidak memungkiri janji.

Pampering weekend

Last weekend was ok

I was quite upset on Friday that the juicy fluffy bag from juicy couture I had my eye on from I want bags was sold. Sob sob

I was even more upset when I found out Aries' name was not on the flight from JB, his friend silap book.

Sigh..so Aries kena naik krete and sampai lambat..2 a.m or something.

We naturally woke up late in the morning.. and watched Prince of Persia. It was so so. Aries had a fitting for his suit.

Bought some baju for Airiel and his other necessities as well. Nothing for me..huhu

So on Sunday, it was 'me' day!!

Had a mani pedi session with Aries and then I got my hair done..!! Yeay..happy..

Lunchy at Nandos in Tropicana City Mall

Hungry!!! Grrrr

We both had the new espetada..it was hot and masam. Airies' tummy seems to be ok with it...but my tummy did not do so well...URgghh..shall not elaborate further.

Result of the weekend escapade:-

Toenails                - Happy
Fingernails            - Happy
Hair                      - Slightly happy (needs more treatment)
Tummy                 - Upset (too hot and masam walaupun sedap!!)

Owhh..ingat weekend ni nak pergi couple spa dengan Aries, anybody knows where I can find a spa that caters to couples? Feedback is appreciated..Thanks

Cotton Mania and a few other updates

There's these whole series of new blogshops selling cotton.

Should I buy to make baju kurung?

I mean is the kain comfy?

I usually only buy sutera online and have loved it so far.

Ideas from those who usually wear cotton?

Ohh..and just a few new updates:-

My maid that ran away? Came back begging to work with us. My dad said yes out of sympathy. When I asked him why he let her do that after all that she has done, he said "let's be forgiving to her, so that God
may forgive us for whatever we may have done" . Sigh..what a man he is indeed. A rare one there

I have just gotten my Aigner Tucson bag which I absolutely love!!! Pics later

My relatives who were so cruel to my family because of my poisonous aunt have now suffered the poison themselves, shall I say???  Ahahaha I TOLD YOU SO. And NO, I do NOT give a crap because it's kind of too late now..ain't it? PADANLA MUKA. Now shooo shooo

Airiel said yesterday to me before he fell asleep at 1 a.m. 'Yang Mama' and kissed me on the cheek at 1
year and 3 months old. I cried my eyes out. So touching ..

Hehe..until then..

Huggzzz

My Airiel

Hehe..

As promised, Airiel playing with water in kelantan..

He had like 5 to 6 baths per day..it was THAT hot

See how happy he looks!!

Hehe