Poor Airiel

Hari ni Airiel mengamuk.

I reached home late..dalam kul 10.00 malam..ada kerje kena rush.

Selalunya Airiel will get to speak to Aries. Tapi mlmni tak dapat..by the time I got changed, had a shower, Aries maybe dah tido and tak angkat tepon.

As a result, little Airiel tak mahu tido. He kept waiting for me to call tapi Aries dah tido so nak buat camne?

He stomped his feet, kicked and screamed and threw my telephone away bila reach voicemail. Nangis non-stop tak hingat. Me, atuk n nenda dah panik. He cried himself to sleep. (kepedihan hati teramat sgt I could feel while typing that last sentence). So baru tido tadi.

I realised that although Airiel jual mahal and kengkadang nangis bila dengar suara ayah dia, it is an absolute must for him before dia rasa complete.

I realised that although Airiel is still small, he knows that he misses his father.

I'm so sorry Airiel.

Know that Abah thinks of you all the time, and misses you all the time.

Know that Abah sheds tears hearing your voice or when he hears you cry.

But above all, know that Abah loves you more than anything in this world. More than his life.

Sob sob.

This post ends here. sob sob