Juggling

I think the title of this post aptly describes my life at the moment.

It is a 'JUGGLING ACT' ..

Working late nights, being a mom as soon as I reach home, being a wifey on weekends, being a good daughter on the interim..the list goes on..

Am trying to juggle everything the best as I can..although I do admit of getting increasingly tired these days..

I should stop complaining I know..because I am underneath it all...I am happy and contented.

Can I have just one more wish though? Can I have Aries back in KL so we can be like a real family?

Asking too much perhaps? There's no such thing as perfection in this life..I should have known this by now. Anyways..Akikah pics are up in FB so go on and have a look..

will post the pics here later when time allows it

Friday's the day

Not a lot of updates lately..

Been really busy with work..

Last week I flew down to JB *gasp* to sign off for Aries. He bought a car *winks*. So congrats on your new ride babe..

Coming back to JB, was at Jusco Tebrau to watch a movie 'Public Enemies' which is loosely based on the life of notorious robber "John Dillinger". It was alright..it was Aries' kind of movie, not really mine..anyways..apparently my beloved Blackie was broken into and guess what they took? My luggage bag of all things..we actually had a tabung placed in the car which was full of cash to bring to the bank later..and it was in plain sight ok? But they left that apparently..

Humphh..habis cermin belakang belah tepi pecah..cehhh..this was around 4.30 in the evening..my flight was at 7...after making police report semua...jumpa polis and all..we reached the airport at 6.30..I ran for dear life to the counter to check in..skali diorg reject..I was traumatised..called Aries who was on his way back already..anyway..he came back..and guess what..since dia DPP lah konon, diorg boleh plak bagi aku check in..

Three words "WTF?"

Its amazing how these things get you places..how positions in life can make people treat you differently...

Sungguh menyampah..

I know you're on your way back..

I.L.U Aries..

Now, forever, always

Lonely weekend

I know I usually look forward to fridays..

That's when I can say to people..yes, I DO in fact have a husband..

The only time when Airiel has a father ..

But this weekend, Aries is not coming home..he has this AGC thing going on in Mersing..

Poor me ..poor Airiel..

For those who complain and whine endlessly in their blogs about how they miss their husbands after just 1 hari tak jumpa....please lah.. don't irritate me..

You guys think you know..but seriously..you have no idea..

Enough of this self-pity thing..need to be happy for my little Airiel..

Ah Shucks..

Updates

Well, well well..

I've finally found a way to upload pics from my mobile ...

HTC phones are weird..

Anyway..enjoy..

Airiel's my kid

Airiel and 'atuk'

Aries gets sad everytime he has to leave Airiel

Airiel being unbearably cute!

He apparently has a natural talent to 'pose'

Maksu and Airiel

Bless my life..bless my life..

Not well

I'm not in my right mind these few days..

So much so that I'm now feeling physically sick..

I console myself the only way I know how..by working like mad..

I have a problem I can't solve..and the only person who can solve it is unwilling to do a damn thing..

"How can it be you're asking me to feel the things you never show"

I'm stumped..stumped..

I GO BACK TO BLACK

Love Story

Where do I begin

To tell the story of how great a love can be

The sweet love story that is older than the sea

The simple truth of the love he brings to me

Where do I start

Like a summer rain

That cools the pavement with a patent leather shine

He came into my life and made the living find

And gave the meaning to this empty world of mine

He fills my heart

He fills my heart with very special things

With angel songs

With wild imaginings

He fills my soul with so much love

And anywhere I go

I'm never lonely

With him along

Who could be lonely

I reach for his hand

Its always there

How long does it last

Can love be measured by the hours in a day

I have no answers .... no ... but this much I can say

I'm going to need him until the stars all burn away

And he'll be there..

Dearest Airiel- Mama loves you..forever and for always