More on Airiel

Haha I know..tak abis abis tangkap gambo..but hey..I'm in confinement here..mcmla ada mende lain nak buat kan?

The daily routine..after I have:-

1. Taken out trash from upstairs;
2. Give Airiel a bath and give him milk;
3. Put Airiel to nap;
4. Sapu sampah kat balkoni;
5.Tidy my room;
6. Tidy my sis's room (if she comes back the night before);
7. Cuci bilik air atas; and
8.Have shower and breakfast.

I will surf all my fav online shopping websites and play with Airiel if he wakes up and not fall back asleep after feeds. So here goes:-






And for the grand finale, I bring you...


THE 2 LOVES OF MY LIFE :)

Complications

This is exactly why I did not want to undergo a c-sect. You see I do not heal well. A small cut would take at least 10 minutes to stop bleeding and at least 2 months to heal..

Imagine jela luka ceasar camne? So skrang ni I've developed an allergic reaction to the sewing material used for the cut and there is bloody discharge coming out of the wound..

Takla byk tapi..alah lecehlah..nak jaga airiel lagi..tahula jaga sengsorang kan..so nak jaga diri sendiri pun susah..and this happens..

Padahal dah make sure luka kering..siap guna hairdryer lagik nak keringkan luka..susahla..

All the ikan haruan,jeli gamat healing in this world can't help me..sigh..

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

Darilah time pregnant and pegi checkup, to shopping alone, to eating alone sampaila sekarang time bwk airiel sendiri pergi checkup..soalan ataupun standard yang org tanya aku is:-

"SUAMI MANA?"

"MATYIE MANA?"

"HUSBAND TAK TEMAN KE?"

Kalau crite pasal bersalin pulak, semua akan tanya aku:-

"HUSBAND ADA TAK TIME BERSALIN?"

Buat sakit hati aku je.. dah tahu takde lelaki yg temankan aku untuk checkup pregnancy ke, checkup airiel pun..maksudnya takde husband/suami/matyi temankan..sendiri pikirla wei..

Kalau husband aku takde time aku bersalin pun, whose bloody business is it..nak tanya aku..? Ada ke aku kacau korang? Nasib akula..tak payah nak bagi sympathetic look kat aku..aku hidup je..ok je..

Apa yg aku rasa is my business. Kalau katala you care and nak bagi support, tolong dtg jaga ke so I would have a chance to have a proper shower lagik bagus dari nak tanya soalan yg inappropriate mcm tu..

I happen to find it intrusive and offensive..

Kengkadang itula dia perangai org melayu..suka jaga and kengkadang MASUK KAIN ORG..

Shesssh

Insomniac

Its time like these I wish I was a full blown insomniac again..

Yesterday, I didn't even have time for a shower, had it at 2 something in the evening.. my arms and back are killing me..sebab Airiel is getting so heavy kan.

At night pulak kadang kadang Airiel nak main sampai pukul 2 pagi..

Nasib baikla dia comel..

Tak jemu tgk..

Cuma penat tak ingat punya la..

I've received the imported diapers I purchased online..so nak try tgk..unfotunately for me, Airiel tak tahan dgn cloth diaper so tak pakai pun yg I order online aritu..

I dont know why but for some reason, Airiel dah tak suka rasa susu badan mama dia..skrang kenala campur formula sebab dia minum 120 ml every 2 hours, kilang susu mama tak dapat nak keep up with the demand..huhu

Dia sgt panjang..previous entry untuk checkup iza ckp 52 cm kan? bila check buku rupanya 57 cm skrang dia..ahah..berbaloi mama dia doa mintak dia tak rendah cam mama dia..

Anyways, am thinking of buying some baby clothes online..tgkla mcmmana..and toys as well untuk stimulate dia..

This is is Airiel's sleeping time so ada masala nak tulis post ni..

Again..my back is totally killing me..

And I am getting an e-mail from my client that totally pisses me off..I wish I could e-mail him back and say "JUMP OFF A BLOODY CLIFF, YOU MORON" . You think if you start an action today, esok bleh dpt result ke? SENGAL..Some people are just NOT CIVILIZED.

Takde masa nak layan..Yeah..'YOU HEARD ME"

Now buzz off

Aksi tido Airiel

Haha.. more pics of baby Airiel..only this time of him during his naps! Again, quality might be compromised as it was taken by my handphone..

This was taken just before his bath


Taken after a bath


Asleep in my arms



Tido after di'bedung'


haha..

Angel with silver wings

Hey angel..

I hope you're doing ok up there...or in down in the ground..or wherever you are..

You might think I've forgotten..but I have not..

Happy birthday!

You would have turned 32 today if you were still breathing..

I am good ..well and incredibly happy with my life right now..

I hope you are too.

Maybe when the time is right, I'll come and visit you one day..and baca yassin for you as it has been a while..I might even bring my beloveds along.

Hope the light shines bright where it is darkest..


Always,
Adik